Confusion.

My head is all over the place lately. For two reasons.
The first, is the young mums and babies group at college. I wasn't going to re-apply, but my mum says I should. Everything I've been going through I have been so confused about. I have my twelve week scan tomorrow, even though I turned twelve weeks on Friday, and I have no idea what's going to happen. I have been so confused and worrying if everything is normal. My mum said I definitely need help and advice during this pregnancy. I agree, I just don't want to go through an application process for something I got let go from. If there was another group, maybe I'd join. There's none in my local area, though. Elizabeth (One of the mothers who also got told she was no longer a part of the group) has been talking about setting up her own. It won't be as good as the college's one, but at least anyone would be welcome and would talk about experiences/advice, etc. I might ask her what she's going with that tomorrow, and then I'll join hers or help her out, etc. That's better than re-applying for a college one where I'll have to spend money probably.
The second reason behind my confusion is Lucas. Since everyone found out that I'm pregnant he's been crowding me. It's only in free periods and break/lunch times, but it's really annoying me. It's nice to spend time with him and it's nice that we're back to normal, but he's just there. I don't have much time alone any more. Don't get me wrong, I love him to bits. It's just sometimes I need time to breathe. It's sweet that he's trying to protect me and Pickle (yes, that's what we're calling the baby until birth), but sometimes it gets a bit much. I don't know whether to say anything. I mean, if I don't he'll continue to suffocate me - but if I do then it could possibly ruin us, and right now is the only time we've been running smoothly since we found out about Pickle. I just don't know. I'm open to opinions and suggestions =) x